Monday, February 11, 2008
Today many happy things happened!
I seems to be damn happy and crazy today.
I don't know why too. Maybe because I finally
cleared all my thoughts on my mind.
Wuhahaha.
Also today, I will gamble on my love life.
On something which I never tried before.
I can sense that God above really wanted to
tell me something. something that it's important for me
to know. Things that I never expected to happen
just happen infront of me.
I was shock and I didn't know how to react.
Maybe tonight I won't be able to sleep well.
Maybe tonight I will fly up to the sky with a great big
smile on my face.
I will not know. I will just be waiting.
Though I am afraid. I will face through it no matter what.
Valentine's day is coming.
I can't wait. =/
Loves.
- updated.
post #2.You know ;
you really did capture my heart.how much hope I placed in this dream of mine?you're the first?everytime I think of you,I just couldn't stop telling myself how much I like you.Everytime when I see you, my heart beats so fast.My cold swear starts. My mind was completely blank.I could think of nothing to say.Everytime I asked about you, I just wished I could find them
out myself. Knowing that it was impossible.
You know,
I would cry for you?You know,
I liked you for more than 8 months by now?You know,
how much courage I took just to type that message?You know,
how many times I wanted to send but I was just afraid?You know,
how many times I wished I could just message with your replies?You know,
I never wanted to give up at all?You know,
It hurts when you told me that you're attached.You know,
now that I know everything. I will just say, girl, I wish you all the best in your r/s.I know you won't know all this. I know maybe you wouldn't even care or bother.
You're the deepest I ever had. And you will always be.
When one day, you so happen to read this, just promise me that you will
just answer them in your heart alright?
- rence.
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